| Tuesday, September 9th, 2008 |
| 11:49 pm |
taken again
You Are a Visionary Soul
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You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
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| 11:46 pm |
You Are a Dreaming Soul
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Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
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| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008 |
| 2:50 pm |
Trying to motivate myself!
Feeling super lazy and spacey today. Not really sure what I feel like doing or what sounds good but at the same time..i don't want hours to go by where I've done nothing..especially since this is my "sunday". And especially since I didn't do much yesterday either. Hmm...maybe I should go work in the garden outside although right now it's the hottest part of the day..ick! or maybe I should get some laundry done. Just do something! I'll figure it out! Current Mood:  bored |
| Friday, May 23rd, 2008 |
| 8:57 am |
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| Saturday, May 17th, 2008 |
| 9:12 pm |
Last Day at Job
So, my last day at the Treeman was today but I'm actually feeling quite incomplete as I had wanted to tell them why I was leaving at the end. At the end of the day, I hung around for an hour trying to talk to them but one of the owner's mom came in and preoccupied their time for like 1/2 hour. As I almost got a word in...someone else came in and took up the other 1/2 hour! By 7 pm, and my family calling me to meet them for dinner, I finally just left. But it just felt fucked up! I really wanted to tell them why before I left. I mean I can always go back soon and I will but I just wanted it to be done with and out of the way. Grrrrr!!! Current Mood:  frustrated |
| Tuesday, May 13th, 2008 |
| 3:53 pm |
Duh!
Bush says, Global Warming "is real!" Current Mood:  shocked |
| 2:58 pm |
A letter to myself
To my true love, I want to remind you to be kinder to me, to accept me for who I am, to comfort me when I am sad but after awhile give me a push to get me out, to encourage me when I am feeling fear, to support my endeavors, to respect me and all my wishes, desires, and decisions. To understand that I will make mistakes and that it is okay, we all do, and please don't make me feel bad for them but maybe that I can learn from them and move on with wiser choices. To celebrate with love and passion and laughter. Above all to enjoy and have fun in this life! With all my love I will always be with you ALL WAYS! (A letter to myself) Current Mood:  nostalgic |
| Monday, May 12th, 2008 |
| 8:29 am |
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's going to get into the upper 90's and into the 100's (temperature) around here later this week!! This is horrible news!!! Nooooooooo!!! Current Mood:  anxious |
| Saturday, May 10th, 2008 |
| 3:41 pm |
grrrrrrrrrrr
I kinda feel like shit right now. I think I'm overtired yet I feel wired and I have so much going on right now..I can't relax or take a nap. grrrrrrrrrrrr...I kinda feel like doing some kickboxing or hitting some punching bags. And then this is like my first Saturday off in forever and I'm sitting here at home (Lame!) If I don't turn my mood around, I don't think I'll end up going to the party tonight which would be a huge letdown for my good friend who's been wanting to throw an 80's party forever and put time and energy into it. Current Mood: frustrated |
| Thursday, May 8th, 2008 |
| 9:55 pm |
Mixed Up
I guess I'm better with avoiding certain changes than doing them (like getting a new job). Man, am I stressed about it...so stressed I don't feel excited about it at all. Although I know that will pass once my current job is behind. I know the anxiety I feel is about being at my current workplace until I leave. ugh..can't wait till tomorrow ends cuz that will prob. be the hardest. Right now I feel sick to my stomach. In other news, went to my first motorcycle lecture class..it was okay..didn't learn too much in the one tonight but it was covering just the basics which I already know now but probably tomorrow I will and then of course when we get behind the handlebars. Yay! This weekend is going to be busy! Saturday eve..there's an 80's party I'm going to ! wheee! Current Mood: nervous |
| 11:51 am |
In other news...
my motorcycle training starts tonight!! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By Sunday afternoon, I'll have passed the course and then be on my way to getting my license! Current Mood:  excited |
| Friday, April 25th, 2008 |
| 8:41 pm |
After you die...
Heaven
After death, you will exist in heaven. Everything and everyone you love will constantly surround you for all of eternity. You lucky scoundrel.
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| Thursday, April 10th, 2008 |
| 11:25 am |
On Forgiveness
"Because actually if we really forgive ourselves for all the wickedness we think we have inside or all the things we think are wrong with ourselves, we would then be so much more compassionate with others. And I think probably it’s our lack of compassion with ourselves that makes us so upset with others."...Alexandra Asseily Current Mood:  thoughtful |
| Tuesday, April 1st, 2008 |
| 9:41 pm |
Riding is Simply the BEST!!
I got to go for a long ride today on my motorcycle! Yay!! I rode all the way from San Luis to Los Osos to Morro Bay and then on Highway 41 to Atascadero I still can't believe I ended up taking 41 already! Thanks Cub and Kat!! Current Mood:  rejuvenated |
| Sunday, March 30th, 2008 |
| 7:48 pm |
Wanting to Ride!
I haven't been able to ride my motorcycle since last Wednesday (due to just being busy and working)...I'm sooo missing it and jonesing to go for a ride! Tomorrow for sure, though! Not sure if I said this but I think I'm addicted to riding already! I just checked and I haven't even posted since I first bought it so yah, I had my first lesson on Easter Sunday. Apparently I picked it up really fast and after a couple of hours I was already going over 50mph and was shifting up and down..etc I rode it the next few days after that, as well! Current Mood:  okay and tired |
| Thursday, March 20th, 2008 |
| 6:10 pm |
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| 6:04 pm |
I know I'm pimping a promotion here but serious this is the BEST ICE CREAM EVER!!
Seriously, if anyone has access to this "ICE CREAM", do yourself a favor and try it! Yes, it is about $5 a pint but it is the creamiest ice cream you will ever try! There is no dairy in this either which means lactose-intolerant/vegans can have this too! Dark Chocolate is the flavor I tried. It ended up being like 20X's better than I thought it was going to be! Can you tell I'm in "love" with this product! ahhhhh!!!  Current Mood:  hungry |
| Friday, February 29th, 2008 |
| 12:52 am |
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| Wednesday, February 20th, 2008 |
| 7:25 pm |
Where to go from here?
This evening I went to a viewing. A 13 year old that's had congenital heart and lung troubles since birth. She's was best friends with one of my boss's daughters who'd come in every week or so...so I'd gotten to know her a little bit. She was a spit-fire of a girl and it's sad that she's died so young but at the same time she's suffered too from heart and lung pain and so now she is free from that. It's more sad for those that are still on earth whom will miss her dearly. It's strange to see someone dead...so unreal. All that is there is just the physical shell of that person which is really not important at all once that person is gone. Another reminder that the mind and spirit are really what make up a person. And yet our society is so obsessed with one's physical appearance...LAME! ...it makes me ponder a lot of things that I've neglected lately. I really need to get in touch with my spiritual side again..it's been dead for some time now. At least my depression is a little less now..that is a big plus..but at the same time I'm not sure how I want to "reconnect" with my spirit. I almost feel as if I'm agnostic now..although I really don't want to but my faith in what I used to believe just feels so unsure right now. This really sucks..I don't like it. I feel as if I have no spirit..I might as well be dead. I'm not thinking this in a suicidal way or anything..it just seems pointless that I should still be alive. I guess I still have my mind but that really doesn't fulfill my soul to the degree that spirit does. Where to go from here? Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Thursday, February 14th, 2008 |
| 4:36 pm |
ugghh..feeling kinda shitty today. PMS issues. Cramps. Really LOW Energy. Sore Muscles. Stomach feels all raw too. That parts prob. from all the Ibuprofin I took for the tooth/jaw pain I'd had for like 2 weeks + At least that is mostly gone. I still have a little sensitivity but nothing like before so I can deal. I prob. should take a walk or something..but I'm just soo tired..grrr..and I think I'm bored too...but again I'm just too tired. Current Mood:  sore |
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